One of a pastor’s greatest struggles is feeling inadequate. The responsibilities are great, the problems complex, even exciting ministry opportunities can be overwhelming.
When the God who made and rules all appears in our consciousness and enlists us in impossible endeavors against formidable opponents, we naturally respond, “Who, me?” To which God responds, “Yes you, but not by yourself. I, the all-knowing, all-powerful God of the ages, will be with you.”
This paraphrase of Exodus 3:14 is helpful: “I am truly he who exists and who will be dynamically present then and there in the situation to which I am sending you.” (The Expositor’s Bible Commentary: Exposition of Exodus, Digital Edition)
Just as God sent Moses, God has sent you. Just as God was with Moses, God is with you. Jesus said when He commissioned His disciples, “I am with you always, to the end of the age” (Matthew 28:20).
I think of Paul near the end of his life in a Roman prison. When he appeared for his pre-trial hearing, where character witnesses could speak in his behalf, none of his friends were there. “At my first defense no one came to stand by me, but all deserted me” (2 Timothy 4:16). But he was not resentful: “May it not be charged against them!” He knew that the “I AM” was present with him in his situation. The one who had sent him had not abandoned him. “But the Lord stood by me and strengthened me, so that through me the message might be fully proclaimed and all the Gentiles might hear it” (v. 17).
Wherever you are, no matter how hard your ministry circumstances may be, He is there, personally present with you.
PRAYER You are the eternal, all-knowing, all-powerful, self-existent God, worthy of my praise, submission and service. You rule my life and my world.
You revealed yourself to me and enlisted me in a life of ministry. I serve in the great cause of building up your church, shepherding your people, for the glory of Christ.
I often feel inadequate. Sometimes I struggle with willingness. Certain situations and people make me fearful.
I need to think less about who I am and more about who you are.
I need to be less intimidated by my responsibilities and more conscious that you are with me in every situation.
When my preaching plan brings me to a complicated scripture passage or a theological paradox, you are with me.
When I attempt to counsel family members with long-standing resentment between them, and I feel like I’m wrestling two lions, you are with me.
When objectives for developing new ministry efforts seem unattainable, you are with me.
When unreasonable people resist my influence in their lives and leadership of the church, you are with me.
When I struggle with loneliness because of my isolated place of ministry, you are with me.
When I get up Monday and feel discouraged about Sunday, you are with me.
With your help, I will serve where you place me, I will minister to whom you call me, and I will fulfill the assignments you give me. I believe, accept, and rejoice that You are with me. You are “dynamically present” here and now, where you have sent me.
God’s plan to use Moses as a leader and deliverer for His chosen, oppressed people encompassed Moses’ whole life. It also took into account his personality.
How would you describe Moses from observing him in Exodus 2? I would say he had a strong sense of justice. This is what motivated him to intervene when he saw the Egyptian beating a Hebrew. This sense of justice also prompted him to stand up to the shepherds who ran the girls off from the well.
Possibly he also felt care for people at a disadvantage, such as the enslaved Hebrew and the defenseless shepherd girls.
These traits prompted Moses’ reactions – striking down the abusive Egyptian and standing up to the churlish shepherds.
Moses’ sense of justice and willingness to stand up to oppressors were traits that made him a perfect fit for the role God had for him of standing up to Pharaoh and leading the Israelites out of Egypt.
In a similar way, God has a plan for all who are in ministry. He has people for you to minister to and lead. He guides your life circumstances to prepare you and place you. He even uses your personality, which has both strengths and weaknesses. Sometimes your strength is your weakness. But you are a good fit for the place and people you serve.
You may have a hard time seeing this when you’re in the midst of week-to-week ministry. But after years of faithful ministry, you can look back and see how God used your personality, gifts, and passion to shepherd your flock, guide your church, and minister to your people in specific ways that fit His grand purpose and build up His body, the church.
PRAYER Thank you for guiding the circumstances of my birth, my life. Thank you for how your plan has included the time, place, and circumstances into which I was born. You redeem my personality from being out of control and destructive and shape it to be controlled and directed to accomplish your purpose. Please continue this shaping process. Help me be content with who I am while always growing toward who you made me to be.
Imagine with me that on Christmas morning, one of the gifts you receive is a small box. You hold it in your hands, and it isn’t very heavy. You shake it and it rattles a little. You know that good gifts come in small packages, so you tear off the paper with anticipation. Inside you find a key. Would you be excited?
What thought goes through your head? “What does this key fit?” It could be the key to a car. That would be a nice gift, wouldn’t it? It could be the key to a boat, or a Wave Runner, or a four-wheeler, or maybe a snowmobile.
The point is, you know that the key itself is not the gift. The key represents the gift, and it gives you ownership of the real gift and the ability to use the gift, whatever it is.
The Bible talks about a key that is associated with our celebration of Jesus Christ’s birth. Three different people are said to have this key. The key represents authority and control. Each person uses the authority and access that comes with the key differently.
As we look at what the Bible says about this key, see if you can think of how it connects to Christmas. No Googling!
This key is called the Key of David. We find it first in Isaiah 22. Isaiah prophesied to the people of Judah, which was the southern kingdom of the divided nation of Israel, about 700 years before Jesus was born. He spoke of the Key of David in connection with two men in Judah.
Thus says the Lord God of hosts, “Come, go to this steward, to Shebna, who is over the household, and say to him: What have you to do here, and whom have you here, that you have cut out here a tomb for yourself, you who cut out a tomb on the height and carve a dwelling for yourself in the rock?
Behold, the Lord will hurl you away violently, O you strong man. He will seize firm hold on you and whirl you around and around, and throw you like a ball into a wide land. There you shall die, and there shall be your glorious chariots, you shame of your master’s house. I will thrust you from your office, and you will be pulled down from your station.”
Isaiah 22:15-19, English Standard Version
Shebna was a steward, like an administrator or a manager, who served under the king in Judah. He oversaw the king’s palace – the residence where he lived and from which he ruled. The text does not say, “Shebna had the key of David,” but later implies that Shebna had it and it would be taken away from him and given to another (v. 22).
The key of David may have been a literal key hanging from the steward’s tunic. Or it may have been a symbol of his role and responsibility of controlling access to the palace. The steward determined who had access to the palace and, ultimately, to the king.
Shebna, steward of the king’s palace, had a position of authority and privilege. But rather than using his position to serve the king, or the nation, or God, he used it to advance his own agenda, to elevate himself above others, and to indulge his appetites. Through Shebna, we see the destructiveness of a self-centered life.
Look how the prophet Isaiah describes Shebna:
First, he was self-important. Isaiah challenges him in verse 16, “What have you to do here, and whom have you here, that you have cut out here a tomb for yourself, you who cut out a tomb on the height and carve a dwelling for yourself in the rock?” Wealthy or very important people had tombs, caves hewn out of a rocky hillside where the bodies of family members were placed when they died. Common people would rent tomb space from the wealthy.
Shebna wanted one of the perks that came with being wealthy and important – his own tomb. So he commissioned workers to construct an ornate tomb. He thought he deserved VIP treatment.
Why would Shebna be so intent on owning a tomb? When this took place, according to 2 Kings 18, Shalmaneser king of Assyria was attacking Jerusalem and had it under siege. Shebna devoted manpower and resources to constructing a tomb. It seems he thought, “If I’m going to die, I deserve to go in style.”
Second, he was self-indulgent. Verse 18 speaks of Shebna’s “glorious chariots.” This can be translated literally “chariots of your glory.” Shebna evidently had a fleet of custom-built vehicles so he could ride in ultimate comfort and style, displaying his importance to all who watched him ride past. Shebna used his position to advance his own agenda, indulge his appetites, and display his importance.
Do we have this kind of problem today? Do people in authority use their position for their own advantage?
My wife and I now live in Iowa, where you would not think corruption and abuse of power would be a problem. However, I read this news item around the time we moved here:
Iowa Assistant Attorney General Rob Sand said special investigations into public corruption have steadily increased over the last 15 years, a revelation made during the sentencing of a former Poweshiek County sheriff. The former sheriff, Tom Sheets, was convicted of stealing thousands of dollars from the county, and his sentencing memorandum reveals how common embezzlement and other types of corruption are in the state of Iowa. “The criminal activity that we located and that he has now pled guilty to is in regard to the gas card usage,” Sand said. An extreme case happened in August 2014 when a former city clerk in Casey set the City Building on fire after she admitted to using the city’s credit card and funds — $50,000 worth — to purchase items for personal use without the knowledge or approval of the City Council. “You do hate to think that in the Midwest, that we have that much of a problem,” said Don Avey, of Ankeny. “I’d like to think (we’re) a little more honest in the Midwest.”
People become ambitious and greedy and use positions for their own advantage and gain. It happened in Jerusalem, it happens in Iowa, it happens everywhere. It even happens in our own sinful hearts. We are all susceptible to greed, ambition, envy, and using our place in life to serve our own desires.
God singled out this man Shebna and called him out publicly through Isaiah’s prophecy. He told Shebna, “I’m going to play ball with you, and you’re the ball (verse 18)! The Bible doesn’t tell us what happened to him, but Jewish historians say he may have developed leprosy, been banished from Judah, and died in isolation.
God caused Shebna to be removed, and put a new man in his place. The next man to have the Key of David is Eliakim.
“In that day I will call my servant Eliakim the son of Hilkiah, and I will clothe him with your robe, and will bind your sash on him, and will commit your authority to his hand.
And he shall be a father to the inhabitants of Jerusalem and to the house of Judah. And I will place on his shoulder the key of the house of David. He shall open, and none shall shut; and he shall shut, and none shall open.
And I will fasten him like a peg in a secure place, and he will become a throne of honor to his father’s house. And they will hang on him the whole honor of his father’s house, the offspring and issue, every small vessel, from the cups to all the flagons.
In that day, declares the Lord of hosts, the peg that was fastened in a secure place will give way, and it will be cut down and fall, and the load that was on it will be cut off, for the Lord has spoken.”
Isaiah 22:20-25, English Standard Version
God sovereignly removed the authority that belonged to Shebna and transferred it to Eliakim. He was given the “key of David,” which included control over who had access to the palace and the king. Through Eliakim we see the inadequacy of a benevolent leader.
Eliakim had some good qualities. We would probably classify him as a nice guy and a good person to have in a position of responsibility.
He was loyal to God. Notice the contrast in how Shebna and Eliakim are described. In verse 15 God refers to “this steward . . . Shebna.” In verse 20 He refers to “my servant Eliakim.” Evidently Eliakim loyally served, not only his king and his country, but God.
He cared for the people. Look at how he is described in verse. 21 – “He shall be a father . . .” He would not be a self-serving leader like Shebna, but an affectionate, caring, guiding leader, like a father to his beloved children. Eliakim had this care for the people themselves – “the inhabitants of Jerusalem” – and for the nation as a whole, the kingdom – “the house of Judah.”
While Shebna used his position to indulge his selfish ambitions and appetites, Eliakam used his position to protect and provide for the people. He was loyal to God and cared for the people. But he was inadequate, imperfect, and temporary.
Verses 23-25 picture Eliakim as a peg, driven into a crevice between the stones in a wall and hard to get out. It is securely fastened with items hanging on it. The point is he would do his job well and fulfill his purpose. But a day would come when, as secure as Eliakim’s position was, he would be removed. The secure peg would work loose and “the burden that was on it” – whatever was hanging on it at the moment – would fall to the floor.
Eliakim, a good man, doing his job for God and country, wouldn’t be in that position forever. And the load he carried would come crashing down.
I think you can see parallels to much that is happening around us today. I am not trying to draw a parallel to any specific individuals. You can’t do that. But we do see both kinds of people, and especially leaders – in government as well as in business, even in the church! There are self-serving leaders, and there are caring benevolent leaders. The self-serving leaders eventually crash and burn. The caring, benevolent leaders eventually fulfill their terms, or just grow old, retire, and die. Even the best human leadership is imperfect and temporary.
You can also apply this on a personal level. Spouses, parents, kids, supervisors at work – all can be self-serving, like Shebna. Even people you love and who are caring, benevolent, and provide guidance in your life, like Eliakim, will not always be present. They grow old and die, or just move on to another place, and no longer fill that role in your life. God allows us to experience disappointment with things and people on this earth to awaken us to the need for something – or someone – else.
If we’re honest, we will admit that there is self-centeredness in all of us. We all have selfish ambitions and desires. Even when we are at our best, we are sinners who fall short of the glory of God and who one day die.
What happened to the key of David? It disappears from view for centuries! Then it is claimed by One who is completely capable of fulfilling the role and responsibility, and we realize the key represents more than access to an earthly palace and human king.
Who ends up with the key of David? To find it, we move forward from historic Israel and Judah to the current church age, here and now.
“And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write: ‘The words of the holy one, the true one, who has the key of David, who opens and no one will shut, who shuts and no one opens.”
Revelation 3:7-8, English Standard Version
We’ve seen the destructiveness of a self-centered life and the inadequacy of a benevolent leader. Now let’s look at the perfection of the loving, self-sacrificing Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ.
Who is “He who is holy and true, who has the key of David”? Each address to the seven churches in Asia in Revelation chapters 2 and 3 begins with a description of the one talking. All refer back to the one described in Revelation 1:12-20 – the Son of Man, who is the eternal Son of God, who became a man, was crucified, rose from the dead, and returned to heaven – the crucified, risen, glorified Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ.
Look at His attributes as described in Revelation 3:7. He is“holy.” There is no sin in Him, He is completely righteous and pure. He is the complete opposite to Shebna, who was corrupt. Even Eliakim, at his best, could not be described this way. In fact, only Jesus can be described as 100% holy.
He is “true” – He embodies all that is real and all that is right. Again, He is the complete opposite of a corrupt abuser of power. Jesus lived a fully human life, faced every kind of temptation we face, including opportunities to use His power and position for His own advantage, yet maintained His integrity and honesty.
He is a striking contrast to corrupt, self-serving leaders. In fact, you cannot say these things of any human leader – “holy and true.” This can only be said of Jesus.
He opens the way to a heavenly kingdom. He has possession of the key of David, which gives Him authority to determine who enters His kingdom and who does not. You can see from verse 12 that He uses His authority to allow or deny access, not to a stone palace made with hands, but “the city of My God, the New Jerusalem, which comes down out of heaven from My God.” He wasn’t speaking of an earthly palace, but of heaven and the kingdom of God.
He is the caring, benevolent leader who gives assurance to those who trust and follow Him. Notice another important insight. Jesus was speaking to the church in Philadelphia, a first-century city in Asia Minor. There were Jews who had heard of Jesus as Messiah, trusted Him as Savior and started following Him. The Jewish community disowned them – cast them out of the family and said they had no part in the kingdom of God. In verses 7 and 9 Jesus was saying, “I determine who comes in – who is in the household and kingdom of God. I open the door and no one can close it. I close the door and no one can open it.” He reassured them that, though they were rejected by men, He claimed them, and He loved them.
There is also encouragement here for the local church as a whole. Jesus not only has the authority and ability to open the way to heaven. He also opens doors of opportunity for effective and fruitful ministry. In verse 8 he told them, “I have set before you an open door.” Because this church was loyal to the Word of God and to Jesus Christ, He had a plan and purpose for them. He intended to put opportunities before them for spreading the Gospel and building the church. The Apostle Paul spoke of such doors of opportunity being opened.
For a great and effective door has opened to me, and there are many adversaries (1 Corinthians 16:9).
Furthermore, when I came to Troas to preach Christ’s gospel, and a door was opened to me by the Lord (2 Corinthians 2:12).
Jesus who holds the key of David, the position and privileges of authority in the church and in the kingdom of God also promises to vindicate and deliver the persecuted (verses 9-10) and honor those who are faithful (verses 11-12).
Jesus is not a self-serving leader, but a self-sacrificing leader. The Son of man came not to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom for many (Mark 10:45).
He is a caring, benevolent leader, but so much more. He loved us and gave Himself for us! In fact, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us (Romans 5:8).
Shebna worked in the palace and traveled by chariot. The baby King Jesus was laid in a manger. He made His triumphal entry into Jerusalem on the back of a donkey! Shebna commissioned his own private tomb. Jesus’ body was laid in a borrowed tomb. Eliakim was caring, like a father. Jesus gave His life, not only for His friends, but “while we were yet sinners.” Even benevolent Eliakim passed off the scene and died. Jesus died, and rose again!
So what’s the connection of all of this to Christmas? There’s an old, old song we sing at Christmas. It was written to represent the cry of the people of Israel, exiled because of their unfaithfulness to God. They are longing for Messiah to come and deliver them. Each stanza of the song uses a phrase from the prophets describing the promised Messiah.
O Come O Come Emmanuel, and ransom captive Israel . . .
One stanza says,
Oh, come, O Key of David, come, And open wide our heav’nly home; Make safe the way that leads on high, And close the path to misery. Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel Shall come to you, O Israel!
The song represents Israel’s longing and praying for coming of Messiah. Good news – He has come! He has the Key of David – the authority and ability to open the way to heaven and save us from the eternal misery of hell.
If you know Him, rejoice that He came the first time to give His life so that all who trust in Him can enter His kingdom, and that He will come again to bring to pass all that has been promised. And realize that disappointment in people, possessions, and circumstances point us to the One who is faithful and true.
If you do not know Him, take this opportunity to consider placing your full confidence in Jesus Christ to save you from your sin and open for you the way to eternal life.